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its ridiculous to even start typing here.im just thrashing out a few thought n feeling here.
bf n myself have been craving that we can be as normal again.
its ridiculous when u start poking into our r'ship
and start to claim all those negative comment.
it breaks the hell out of me to say out all this.
when tings are going better for me n him.
things that are exterior to my r'ship have to occurs.
i wanna be with my beloved bf thats all.
baby,i nak bear=)
cutting myself out of anger
baby,come back quick.ive started to miss u now.he is away to jb to do his bike for a day.
will be back tml.i shall patiently wait.
i farking cannot endure the unwanted nagging.
pointing fingers is not my game.
silence do not mean i lose.
i just cunt be bother with the talks u are giving.
cause its either ure helping here or u r jus wrecking up us.
i have my final say.i still love ullie.n he is the best.
just received a call from him.
to say our everyday goodnight wishes.
"goodnite,sleeptite,sweet dreams,tc,miss u much2,love u lots2.
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwah"
its been 18 months n its till the same=)
even our family has memorised the phrases.
i shall sleep now=)
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Ela
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born to be messy and clumsy.
loves family and friends.
blissfully attached with ullie.
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